A possible break

I haven't blogged in a coon's age, it's been so long. I've been busy with work, school retreats, and the new baby cousin I have right down the road. But now there is something else I can add to that list- heartache. My boyfriend of a year and 10 months have broken up- it's mutal. I don't even want to talk about it. Everything hurts. It's a jump of the bridge kind of hurt, leave the town and be preoccuiped with something else hurt, it's a gut-renching-never want to eat again hurt. Everything I have planned to do today seems hard an impossble, like a now have a handicap and am trying to work through it. I don't know when I'll blog again, I'll just see how I feel. If you really want to contact me, my e-mail is somewhere around my blog, I think. Have a great time ya'll.